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Wild Ride

by Sarah B & The Gist

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1.
Find me someone who knows, now – or someone who might care I got some place to go and I don’t know how to get there Thought I could fly but now it looks like I’ll hafta crawl And I got so many good reasons to do nothin at all Sometimes I get so confused… I don’t even get the blues Why’s it so hard to live with what you choose? My mama she showed me right, now – taught me so well How to carry my burden so that no one could tell So everyone keeps askin me, yeah – as if I knew What makes the people we love do all the stupid sh*t they do I just tell ‘em what I’ve learned so far – like you’ll need two hands if you’re gonna open that jar And you’re not invisible in your car And the sun don’t care if you get hot The wind don’t care if you’re cold Ain’t no use blamin life for what you still ain’t got Cuz time don’t care if you get old I don’t get to be prepared for what hasn’t happened yet And there’s no prize for rememberin what others have the good sense to forget I got someone who loves me strong but I need a bear to save my skin Someone to drive me fast to the place where the ships come in A dog’ll get you outa bed but you still gotta claim what’s in your head And you don’t get to quit until you’re dead And the sun don’t care if you get hot The wind don’t care if you’re cold Ain’t no use blamin life for what you still ain’t got Cuz time don’t care if you get old And the sun don’t care if you get hot The wind don’t care if you’re cold Ain’t no use blamin life for what you still ain’t got Cuz time don’t care if you get old No time don’t care if you get old No time don’t care if you get old
2.
Angel Fly 04:06
Ain’t for wimps livin here in this place Every way you walk gonna find the wind in your face I got a few calls to make, probably some falls to take But baby give me some balls to break I’ll try to fake it through today You know they’re thinking ‘slacker’ when they tell you you’re so brave How dare you think you’re better than us ordinary slaves yeah, they’re thinking that you chose to stick your face in doors that close they can’t hear that voice, I s’pose that goes ‘do it anyway’ Fly low – keep your eye on the line – angel, fly run slow, but keep your eye on the time – angel run So if you think it ain’t work if I ain’t up at dawn’s early crack Don’t be the one telling me how you got my back Cuz you don’t know who I’ve talked to And you ain’t been where I’ve walked through But I got eyes like a hawk to Stalk some hope today Fly low – keep your eye on the line – angel, fly run slow, but keep your eye on the time – angel run I’ve got a real job, thank you – I’ve got a chance If you can’t hear the music, don’t tell me how to dance Fly low – keep your eye on the line – angel, fly run slow, but keep your eye on the time – angel run Fly low – you got your life on the line – angel fly Run slow, but keep your eye on the time – angel, run Fly low – keep your eye on the line – angel, fly.
3.
Not 05:08
I know what you’re thinkin when you look at me that way You think you want me; think I’m the one, Think about that time you think we had a shot And I know what you’re seein when you look at me that way The box of letters you can’t open and still can’t throw away But can you see what I’m not? I’m not Atlantis; I’m not Rome I’m not the girl you left at home I’m not tomorrow; I’m not yesterday I’m not what you lost along the way I get a little squirmy when you look at me that way An empty vase, a secret joke, a half-full glass Some days it’s all I’ve got But you know it’s nothing when you look at me that way I’m not the reason you’re feelin better – Look around, babe – some things have changed a lot I’m not Atlantis; I’m not Rome I’m not the girl you left at home I’m not tomorrow; I’m not yesterday I’m not what you lost along the way What you lost along the way isn’t gone – You’re the needle; it’s the thread And if you finally wanna look, babe, Better start inside your head And ask yourself when you look at me that way ‘what should I do instead?’ cuz she’s not me and I’m not you and you won’t find it in my bed I’m not Atlantis; I’m not Rome I’m not the girl you left at home I’m not tomorrow; I’m not yesterday I’m not what you lost along the way
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Listen 03:24
listen, if you listen to the birds at 4 am And they don’t say ‘here comes the sun’ Well, then it’s time – then it’s time to run. But if you listen, you can listen, come and listen to my eyes You might be surprised to hear The secret joy that hides behind the tear Listen… listen: maybe the sun laughs when it burns If you listen, if you listen to the cars on your way home And they don’t say ‘we’d rather fly’ Well, then it’s true – the spirit is a lie But if you listen… let me touch you… you can listen to my hands And you might just catch the ring; The private peace…underneath the sting Listen… listen; maybe your heart shouts when it learns I’m thinking maybe we could even rest a little while Count our toes, maybe, listen close, see if we can hear them smile If you listen, if you listen to the waves as they roll out And they don’t say ‘we’ll see you soon’ Well, then it’s done – yeah, then we’ve lost the moon But try to listen if you wake up every day and still you try Still you eat, you walk, you drive Well, don’t call it faith, but it’s keeping you alive Listen… listen; maybe the earth hums when it turns.
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All I Said 03:54
My name is Jesus and I work a trade; get hot and tired, go sit down in the shade My friends they join me and we talk about life. Loyalty and love and wanting kids and a wife. My parents worry about the things I do “You got some ideas, kid, don’t seem right for a Jew” I say, look, I’ve seen it, life’s a bitch and then you die - I just think we all should get along or at least we oughta try Cuz I can’t believe god’s such a fool to say ‘you’re mine if you were born a Jew, yeah, that’s the only rule’ And all i said was if heaven’s so great then it must be full of love And if it’s only god and us up there well that must be what we are made of That’s all i said. My name is Jesus and I’m here in hell Got water and a sleeping pill if you ain’t doin so well I must admit I might have been wrong Maybe god is not so kind or maybe not so strong Cuz so many fall and we don’t help them stand When there’s so much we can do with just the fingers on one hand Someone just told me I’m famous now But when they told me what my fans were like well it made no sense somehow Cuz I can’t believe - I’m coal red with shame When I hear about the dreams and souls you’ve murdered in my name. When all i said was if heaven’s so great then it must be full of love And if it’s only god and us up there well that must be what we are made of That’s all i said. It’s all about love is all i said It ain’t that hard if you use your head Not love if you’re white, not love if you’re straight, Not what you call love when it’s actually hate I said love your fucking neighbor; that’s all i said.
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My deepest love – someday you’ll know How fast and strong the pull The current of the river That dragged me to your dock and paused just long enough – just a breath – To let me grab your hand. My sweetest gift – you’ll have to know How cold and dark the ground The dirt around the roots I sunk to keep me in one place It shields me from the light The light that lets me see your face So I’ve come to fight with you Live through the night with you I’ll pull you close Then push you away And when it’s all said and done I’ll be the lucky one Who loved you every way That you dared to be seen And the river washes us clean. My tender dream – you’ve let me know How long and high the rope With your love as the net underneath And the rest at the end In the tower, the tower where I shout down the world So I’ve come to fight with you Live through the night with you I’ll pull you close Then push you away And when it’s all said and done I’ll be the lucky one Who loved you every way That you dared to be seen And the river washes us clean. The river, the river, the river It washes us clean.
7.
Paper Boats 05:17
When I was a kid we never worried ‘Bout the paper boats we sent sailin down the stream Wasn’t till much later that I realized Things ain’t always as sturdy as they seem And now that I’ve arrived here in this unfamiliar place I wish I’d had a chance to ask someone Hey now, is there anything that I should bring along And what’s it feel like – what’s it feel like when you’re gone? So only now does it occur to me to wonder Why we never found the soggy paper on the shore Musta been that our job was the building and the letting go And the rest was what the wind is for So now as I prepare myself to step out of the dark And take that wind to wherever those ships stand I know I can no more stay here than a paper boat can cling to the child who launches it as planned And I’ve sung so many love songs I’ve hushed so many fears I’ve sunk so many battleships I’ve dried so many tears so make my sails tall enough to reach the sky make the bottom strong and wide remember that the stream will flow much faster if it’s full and that’s the use for all the tears you’ve cried Cuz I’ve sung so many love songs I’ve hushed so many fears I’ve sunk so many battleships baby I’ve dried so many tears
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24-7 04:49
I can see the way your head springs from the pillow as soon as the phone rings And i can see it’s after 4 and all still you’ve been waitin for my call I can see the way your lips move around the word ‘hey’ like they always do And I can see that slow sweet smile that climbs your face And you don’t know how clear I see the you that sometimes thinks of me And touches your burning body in the night I can see you riding in my truck you got your feet on the dashboard I’m a sittin duck And i can see it’s time to watch my speed as you pick up on my need And I can see in my shower by my fire and by the hour And i can see you slip under my skin without a trace And you don’t know how clear I see the you that sometimes misses me And reaches for my body at first light Feeling you, feeling good 24-7 I know you do; I wish you would 24-7 I’d be with you if I could 24-7 I can see the dawn will be here soon and then another lunch and another moon And I can see that little thing you do when you think that I’m not watching you I can see you happy see you sad see you scared see you mad I can see you slide into a safe and distant place And you don’t know how clear I see the you that sometimes looks at me And wonders if it’s better to take flight Feeling you, feeling good 24-7 I know you do; I wish you would 24-7 I’d be with you if I could 24-7 Feeling you, feeling good 24-7 I know you do; I wish you would It’s hot as hell here in heaven I’d be with you if I could 24-7
9.
My Machine 04:20
Go ahead, babe, go ahead now Tell me tell me that you love me Go on now tell me Just how much you miss me Cmon tell me how you just can’t wait can’t wait to kiss me Cmon darlin tell me about your day Take your time now make sure you say exactly what you mean Keep on talking keep talking Talk to my machine Well I want to pick up but I’ve got to stick up for my pride Got to hold out until you can’t hold on you can’t hide Till you decide you gotta have me enough to Keep me satisfied Go ahead babe go ahead now tell me tell me that you need me Go on now tell me it’s more than you can stand Cmon tell me how you’re gonna save me from my hand Shit baby your voice won’t let me walk away Trying fake some self respect but i feel like I’m fifteen Just keep on talking keep talking yeah talk to my machine Well I want to pick up but I’ve got to stick up for my pride Got to hold out until you can’t hold on you can’t hide Till you decide you wanna have me enough to Keep me satisfied Of course i made the bed - you’re welcome Ah, you found my note… You’ll never find the pieces of the first one that I wrote And I know you’re gettin nervous cuz your friends all called today But I didn’t talk to them either so they won’t have much to say You know baby I want to pick up but I’ve got to stick up for my pride Got to hold out until you can’t hold on you can’t hide Till you decide you gotta have me enough to Keep me satisfied Can you do that? I said i want to pick up but I’ve got to stick up for my pride Got to hold out until you can’t hold on you can’t hide Till you decide you gotta have me enough to Keep me satisfied You can talk to my machine.
10.
Used to be so fine to be your hero – kill a bug, change a lightbulb, dry your tears Used to be so easy to be your best friend – stand between you and your fears Like every time that company came and you’d send me to the door And I’d go… ever mindful that I’d left my heart out there years before Used to be so fine to be your teacher – you didn’t seem to mind you never got the A Used to seem so safe to be your daughter – never wanted to grow up anyway And then one day when company came and I opened up the door I saw my heart just sittin there waitin right where I’d left it years before And I haven’t been lovin you; I’ve been keepin the peace and now I’ve raised my flag so high it won’t come down I haven’t been holdin you – I’ve been holdin back my heart And now I’ve let it run so far it can’t be found And it looks like you’re a casualty of my sudden inconsistency But I just can’t keep on keepin the peace Used to be so fine to be your hero – since someone told me that I couldn’t have it all Used to be so mine to be your daughter – guess I just got tired of acting small And Saturday when company came and I opened up the door My heart stood bravely on the steps and said ‘I can’t wait anymore’ We used to try to talk sometimes but I’d hate myself whenever you cried And later I hated both of us when I saw how hard you finally tried I used to think I could prove I loved you, that I loved you if I lied But I haven’t been lovin you; I’ve been keepin the peace and now I’ve raised my flag so high it won’t come down I haven’t been holdin you – I’ve been holdin back my heart And now I’ve let it run so far it can’t be found And it looks like you’re a casualty of my sudden inconsistency But I just can’t keep on keepin the peace
11.
She said I can’t feel my edges, but I know I’m driving off the road I should be past it by now, I am told There’s a little less of me every day when I put on my clothes The things I love fall away like petals from a rose Some thirty-two times now I’ve told my story to my mother my friends The cops and the jury And they gave him eight years I was lucky they say But it won’t make me into what I might have been today There’s too many out there; we’re too much alone Dirt under justice’s shoes You can lock the pricks up till peace finally comes home But you can’t give us back what we lose No you can’t give back what we lose She said I can’t feel my edges, but I know I’m driving off the road I should be past it by now, I been told There’s a little less of me every day when I put on my clothes The things I love fall away like petals from a rose I had something in me i guess just from birth Never knew it was there or even what it was worth Till he took it from me on the point of his knife And it turned out to be the whole point of my life Now I’m just driftwood left on the shore In the wind and the sun and the sand I know you wanna touch me but I can’t take any more And I’d probably leave dust on your hands Yeah, I’ll turn to dust in your hands. She said I can’t feel my edges, but I know I’m driving off the road I should be over it by now, if you go by what I’m told There’s a little less of me every day when I put on my clothes The things I love fall away like petals from a rose
12.
What are you gonna do? How are you gonna get through? There’s whispers behind you, they’re waking you up But there’s something stuck to your shoe You didn’t mean to get here early And now you think you might be late But your business here’s not over so You’ll prob’ly hafta wait. Who is it on the phone? Why can’t they leave you alone? Just wanna rest here on your laurels and luck And wait for your nerve to come home There’s no breakdowns on the schedule Nobody really jumps a train And you can’t just settle someplace When you came for what’s to gain You came to see the mountains You came to feel the green The people all seem different here Yeah, they don’t say what they mean But somewhere in West Virginia you remembered why you came You came to see the mountains You came to feel the green Deadlines and pit stops to make Comments and pictures to take Stop and see people you used to get drunk with Sell em tickets for memory’s sake You don’t know if you’re a player Or just a summer referee You’re just hoping at game over You get what you came to see You came to see the mountains You came to feel the green They treat you like you’re different here Like they don’t know what you mean But somewhere in Pennsylvania you remembered why you came You came to see the mountains You came to feel the green Dreams can take you places You never meant to go But you better grab a souvenir Cuz a dream won’t take you home You came to see the mountains You came to feel the green Though it would be different here Though you can’t say how you mean But somewhere in California you remembered why you came You came to see the mountains You came to feel the green You came to see the mountains You came to feel the dream
13.
Red Rover 04:48
The Bible, the Torah, the Quran The lord is my shepherd… Psalm 23 I know I’m starting to turn away I just can’t look at it, listen to it every damn day And I feel like I need to get on with my life But I stall And I don’t really need any more information I’m still hanging my hopes on the idea of one nation Under god Indivisible With liberty and justice for all So let’s all go and light a candle Raise our flags, pretend we can handle What the human heart Was never meant to bear. And if it turns out to be never ending Will we just keep right on pretending That it’s sometimes right, And we only sometimes care. Red Rover, Red Rover Let your soldiers come over With our arms locked in peace Around the earth we stand. Red Rover, Red Rover Let your hatred come over With our arms locked in love Around the earth we stand. Red Rover, Red Rover Let your terror come over With our arms locked in strength Around the earth we stand. So let’s all go and light a candle Raise a flag, refuse to handle What the human heart Was never meant to bear. The only thing that’ll be never ending Is the sound of our voices and the message we’re sending That there’s no peace till peace is Everywhere Red Rover, Red Rover Let your soldiers come over With our arms locked in peace Around the earth we stand. Red Rover, Red Rover Let your hatred come over With our arms locked in love Around the earth we stand. Red Rover, Red Rover Let your terror come over With our arms locked in strength Around the earth we stand. Yo god… Hey, some help please…. Peace ain’t the same thing as lying down, right? No such thing as a holy war You said thou shalt not kill, right? I’m scared man Freaked out Wake up one day and stuff matters We need Jesus and Gandi, Martin Luther King The Bible, the Torah, the Quran The lord is my shepherd… Now i lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep And if I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take.
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Wild Ride 04:05
Hasn’t it been a wild ride so far, this Red Eye To the center of our lives Over rocks and alligators Flames and floods, cracks and craters Burned by the sun and blessed by the daughter And healed by the strands of time beside the water What a wild, wild ride Hasn’t it been a sweet adventure, this? This tango with love’s delicious fear. From the bedroom to the boardroom Just lookin for some living room Sickness, thickness, lust, bust and boom Work for a dollar to buy yourself some time to play And hope when your moment comes You remember what to say. What a sweet adventure, this. Hasn’t it been… Hasn’t it been… Hasn’t it been too much to handle? Hasn’t it been too much to ignore? Haven’t you sometimes prayed for less… And then been given more? Hasn’t it been a wild wild ride? Hasn’t it been a wild ride so far, this Red Eye To the center of our lives Over rocks and alligators Flames and floods, cracks and craters Burned by the sun and blessed by the daughter And healed by the strands of time beside the water What a wild, wild ride

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The original 2003 edition, digitized. This will be included in the 20th anniversary re-release coming later this year.

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released March 27, 2003

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Sarah B has produced albums, pumped gas, trained dogs, written songs, fed people, coached T-ball, kept books, read books, carried books. She plays guitar, piano, bass, chess, dumb. She's done therapy both physical and psycho, reads animal medicine cards and gives unsolicited advice. She's done and learned so much she has to write this in the third person so it doesn't sound like she's bragging. ... more

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